Monday, May 29, 2006

i am afraid of going to the corporate world since i am small/petit or whatever they may call it...

when i applied at this Company. they gave me a ring for an interview after a week, i uttered to myself that time was - a prayer had been answered. a series of interview had i gone through, until the final verdict came. former hr recruiter called me and told me that a manager will interview me and she gave me the schedule, i gave my best to be hired on that interview but weeks passed no call from the company. then i applied for an accouting staff at Ever Company, i was immediately hired and asked to pass the documents required for me to start, asap. i was so excited to break the good news to my family when the phone rang and it was ms dona nario on the other line telling me to go to south harbor the following day because as hr personnel she has to interview me. i asked guidance from HIM - what shall i do? should i go to this company where i dont know if i will be hired or to the company where i now i am hired? the following day i went to this company to check my luck. the hr personnel told me that the manager ask for the "little girl" she interviewed and instruct her to look for my paper and wanted to be under her management (csd department). eventhough it was for contractual i still grabbed the opportunity at this company.

five years and 2 months had passed. as i rekindled that moment of truth in my life, i realized that God has always a better plan for us. we just have to know how to seek His guidance, He will never think twice of giving us what we want and what is "best" for us. just trust Him and He will direct our path to a journey that He planned for us. i never thought that i will be in a "corporate world". i was so blessed that in rarity of opportunity, i have a job - a job that i want. i am now a "trainer" in the company that i am connected since i graduated from my course. i am going to pursue my mba course a week from now and by God's permission that i will be able to pass all the subjects and the comprehenssive exam to be a certified mba and hopefully become a faculty member of one of the university (even partly/for part-time).

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

you might have read this, but after reading it again will make you think differently. BELIEVE me.


PARA SA MGA TANGANG LALAKE AT MAGAGANDANG BABAE TULAD NATIN
Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, "Bakit ka nagsawa?" Ngumiti ako, "Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang." Pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin. Pwede mo kong palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin. Pwede mo kong iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo. Kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan, wala ka nang babalikan.

Ang Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala. Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na. Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila. Pero dapat walang iiyak at smile lang tayo. Punyeta, anong silbi ng karma? I fell in love and got hurt but I didn't shed too much tears nor did I ask him to love me again. Instead, I stood up proudly and said, "Ganyan talaga ang magaganda! Hindi bagay sa t****!" Simple lang para hindi ka masaktan. Kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din. Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin. Pero kapag umiyak ka, t**** ka! Ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa? Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin! Kausapin mo siya ng harap-harapan at sabihin mong, "Ingat, t**** ka pa naman!"

Masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo. Pero wag kang magagalit ng husto. Kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba? Kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo, "Gago, kukulamin kita!" Girls, talo daw sayo sa mga boys? Papayag kayo? Sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad. Pag iniwan tayo? Ok lang. Kapag sinabi nilang, "Uy, ex ko." Alam niyo sagot diyan? "Ay, ambisyoso."

If the one you love doesn't love you back, don't get depressed. Just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say, "Ang weird naman niya. Di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!" You only got one life so live it well., one heart so take good care, one soul so keep it pure. One boyfriend? What a waste! Make it two or more! Sayang ganda natin! Pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sayo, hayaan mo lang. Wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago! Imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito, "So, pano? Bye na!Naghihintay na ang kapalit mo!" Who cares about break-ups? Oo nga, masakit. Makirot sa puso. Pero tandaan mo: a break-up isn't only an end to a relationship. It's also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called "ex".

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

i dont like the feelings that i am feeling right now.
i dont know what to do.
i am confirmed with whats inside of me.
i know how i feel.
but the problem is, i dont know if i should entertain this feelings.

ang hirap, di ba?

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

I am special. In all the world, there is nobody like me. Since the beginning of time, there has never been another person like me. Nobody has my smile. Nobody has my eyes, my nose, my hair, my hands, my voice, I am special.

In all of time, there has bee no one who laughs like me. No one who cries like me. And what my laugh and cry will never provoke identical laughter and tears for anybody else, ever.

I am the only one in all of creation who has this set of abilities. Oh, there will always be someboy who is better at one of the things I am good at. But no one in the universe can reach the quality of my combination of talents, ideas, abilities and feelings.

Through all eternity, no one will ever look, talk, walk and think or do things like me. I am special. I am rare. And as in all rarity, there is value. Because of my great rare value, I need no attempt to imitate others. I will accept, yes, celebrate my differences.

I am special. And I am beginning to see that God made me special for a very special purpose. He must have a job for me that no one else can do so well as I. Out of the billions of applicants, only one has the right combination of what it takes.

That one is me. Because, I am special.

My mom gave me this when I graduated from High School. It has been one of my tool in overcoming my battle in my College years. It taught and helped me so many things, especially in times that I am in need of courage and strength for some reasons. Even at my lowest.

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ang gulo na.hindi ko na alam.bahala na kung ano ang mangyari.hindi ko na alam.

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

If you will ask me whom I admire most. She is my mother. She is a family oriented, helpful, good mother to her six children and most of all, intelligent.

m: sabi ng daddy nyo, hindi daw ako nagsisimba noong nakilala nya ko.
p: totoo ba yun?
m: hindi naman eh, nung elementary nga ako nagpunta kaming magkakaibigan sa simbahan kasi magsisimba kami bago magbagong taon, nagalit nga si Inang noon kasi delikado daw sa daan at pinag-alala ko sya.
p: eh, bakit naman kasi hating gabi kayo nagsimba? May misa ba ng ganung oras?
m: wala.
p: mame, shunga ka rin pala no? (cyempre, pabiro ang pagkakasabi ko nito).

Then we burst out into laughter.

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

730am when i arrived in the office to prepare for the requirements and exam, for the training. 800am my group mates arrived early in the office for us to do our activity as a group, still for the training. 830am to 10am we have to actualize our group work. 10am we are preparing for our presentation to be presented in the training. I don not know if i am busy doing the presentation for the group but when I checked my watch, 11:45am! Yet, i havn't eaten my breakfast, then, somebody said that lunch had arrived and we can get food for ourselves. I gorge because I thought I deprived myself. After lunch, we started the presentation then after the last presenter ended her report, we were told to start the exam.sigh.

It has been a long and tough day for me, honestly, it is hard for me not to take my first meal for the day – it is like you are taking my happiness for the rest of the day. Make a presentation on a snap of a finger. Squeeze your mind to remember the discussion just to answer the hard questions given in the exam. Wew!

I still thank this person for encouraging me to smile after having an exhausted day.

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Let's play TAG!

4 jobs I've had in my life:
a. manggulo kay mama habang nagtuturo sa klase
b. auditor (sdyc - org lang 'to ah...)
c. customer service officer (atsc)
d. trainer (current)

4 films I can watch over and over:
a. LOTR
b. cliff hanger
c. sassy girl
d. my bestfriends wedding

4 places I have lived:
a, b, c & d. marulas, valenzuela

4 TV programs I love to watch:
a. 7th heaven
b. the oc
c. one tree hill
d. bubble gang

4 places I would have visited had I had the money:
a. israel
b. london
c. palawan
d. australia

4 websites i visit daily:
a. gmail
b. abs-cbn
c. blog
d. inq7

4 of my favorite foods:
a. sinigang na hipon
b. pizza
c. pasta (red sauce)
d. cake

4 places where I would want to die:
basta walang lalabas na laman-laman sa 'kin at hindi dahil sa sakit...

4 people (living/dead) who you want to meet:
a. St. Clare
b. Mario Batali
c. Ninoy Aquino
d. Mitch Albom

4 Places Ive been on Vacation (the last four):
a. Kates house
b. Morong, Bataan
c. Iloilo
d. Valenzuela

4 Places I would Rather Be Right Now:
a. Disneyland (California)
b. Buckingham Palace
c. Novaliches
d. Baclaran

4 People I Wanna Tag:
a. mami kateh
b. meg
c. billie
d. mai

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